I'm fighting myself more and more against going
and the more my boyfriend brings it up.. the more I do not want to go..
My personality is pretty much the reason I am not in school,
and of course past family problems.
I have been reading about Schizoid Personality Disorder for the past two days,
obsessively thinking about it.
I, in some miracle, came across the Wiki page
because I have been having these feelings of grandiose
where I feel I have been reincarnated by someone very, very important.
Of course, right away, I accused myself of being too vain..
but I can't help but continue to think this.
I probably even sound Schizoid in this post.
I have a therapist and I am indifferent about her.
She is a nice lady, but I generally can not connect to her.
And all the advice she gives me on quelling my anxiety,
or just ANY advice in general, bores me,
simply because I ALREADY KNEW WHAT SHE WAS TELLING ME.
I have been interested in psychology since I was very young,
and constantly read about personality disorders, etc.
My question is:
What do you suggest to a Schizoid
to stop their racing thoughts/feelings of paranoia and anxiety,
and motivate them to do what needs to be done?
Personally, what do you find to be effective?